yucky.

after cleaning out the flat yesterday

(which is fucking massive btw)

i went home and had a bath

rang antz to tell him i was coming for him

but i couldnt go in because he had a visitors ban

because silly anthonybean spent his rent in fever last friday.

idiot pidiot.

so i refused to go back home, so i went for a pint or two.

and rang him on the way back

offered to lend him money for rent, which he refused until i forced him

so then i got to stay over :)

after watching him play on skate 2 for like over an hour

we went for food then got into bed afterwards.

snuggled up watching the mighty boosh and fell asleep

woke up the the theme tune about 6 this morning ahhaa.

then at like 9 i crawled out of bed and went and got my mums anniversary pressie

some cute little vase thing :)

still gotta wrap that actually.. =/

i saw dannys nan in wigan

totally ignored me.. meh

so i text him saying i'd seen her

and then he's calling me a bitch and saying everyone hates me

that he doesnt want me to speak to him ever because he cant handle it.

told me he's seeing other people, which is good.

at least he's getting on.

but saying thats ive been saying all this horrible stuff about him is wrong.

ive not said anything bad about him, not like that.

he's a nice guy with the biggest heart.

we were together for over 2 years, why would i hate him?

but yeah whatever.

everyone hates me. lovely.

im going back to sleep. im far too tired

and i feel so ill its unreal.