twenty :)

i am 20 in 7 hours :)

i said i didnt wanna turn 20

but yesterday i got told it was a sexy age

that age where youre not a child, but not classed as a fully fledged woman

so were pure filthy and sexy ;)

so lets hope i get more this year than rubbish stupid boys

maybe a nice relationship :)

this week has been odd

its gone something like work; drink; drunk; fucked; hangover; work; drink; sleep; work; drink; fucked; arseholed; hangover

in that order..

i need to stop drinking so much

or at least begin to drink in moderation

but then again.. thats never fun

ive just peeled the spuds for my birthday tea

and my mums coming home soon to make pie

& im off to the tudor later for hold the fort and beer :D

life mega turn around

arent we cute? :)

im sick of being mad :)

im sick of arguing over nothing whatsoever

because anthonybean doesnt hate me

and andrews coming to my birthday :)

everything is amazing right now!

nothing could put me in a bad mood

fuckthisrightoffyoufuckingcunt

my week has consisted of:

vomiting, being stood up.. twice, acrylic nails, sleeping alot, being stupidly ill, vodka, bad drugs, comfy beds, air rifles, mojito, phone calls, duvets, heaters

and my best friend hating me

because im a big stupid cunt

:( it hurts that he hates me so much!

i deserve it tbh..

..im gonna go crawl back into bed and hibernate

im not in the mood