headfuck

almost sure he's still having it off with his ex.

meh.

dont even know whats going onnnnn.

but i do know that its 3.42am

and my alarm is set for 9.45am

so i can get up, have a bath, get ready and go to manchester.

i will be shattered.

but im going with my girls so its all good :)

gonna dye my hair turquoise (L)

fittt

here it is again

thursday. the 14 hour shift.

the boring & long 14 hour shift.

meh.

it would be swell if some people could come keep me company

and not make me do too much work. i don't feel well.

manchester tomorrow though ayee :)

shopping list:

>hairdye (turquoise)

>eyeshadow (mac)

>handbag

>nerd teeshirt

>possibly another piercing :)

he does nothing

the boy does nothing

mehh. fuck off song.

ive been singing the fucker for hours.

"and if the man cant danceeeee"

puncture & smells

i like how he turned up about 1 :)

i rang him and i was all mad because i didnt think he was coming

so when he answered he was like "im 2 minutes away" :)

he came late because he knew i worked last last night and wanted me to get some sleep :)

he's so sweet.

we cuddled up in my bed for a bit.

my pillow still smells like him :) i love it.

then we went to town so i could get my lip pierced again :)

resulted in double lip piercing :) hurrah.

&& his teeshirt aswell :)

im very smiley today. and its all his fault. :D

my sister said she likes him because he looks like a tiger :)

i love it.

gahhh, i love spending time with him. 

rate confused

what are you supposed to think when the guy you fell for ages ago

and hasn't spoken to you since your birthday

(which was in january btw)

just randomly turns up in your place of work

and starts talking to you like nothings happened.

my heart was in my arse.

i feel weird & i don't like it..

maybe i do. i dunno.. meh!

bedroom

is a state

i've blates gotta tidy up before antz comes tomorrow.

whilst trying to get ready for work.

double effort.

go me :)

beneath the rose

woke up to the da vinci code theme choon this morning

so evidently i missed half of it.

so now, im watching it again :)

good times.

im in work at 9 :(

gahh. i hope i gets a nice visit from anthonybean

so i can get a cuddle. ^_^

pub :)

had an alright day :)

after i woke up after a big sleep i went out with my dad

fun =/

not.

then i went to the pub with antz :)

fun =)

defo.

now im waiting for my croquet potatoes to hurry up and cook

im a starving bird

this diet is going well.

not.

'weve never not been together'

she well wants to go fuck herself

theyve not been together for months.

rofl.

well lovely.

who stayed in his bed last night hmm?

fucking moi. me. me. me. me. fucking me!

:)

get a life you little scene prick!

rant over!

rofl, so yeah. after all that wank i stayed i ant's last nights

and developed a new tattoo from permanent marker. we now have matching! ahhaa

and 'beki iz cool' written on my hand.

he's so cool he coloured in the o's to look like eyes ;) ahhaaa.

he makes me rofl

i have had approximately 2-3 hours sleep in a single bed with a snoring, sprawling, cuddly guy.

so i am now going back to bed.

for a long long time.

then work tonight. that should be fun.

oh, & i dyed my hair on friday.

i now look like a mermaid apparantly :)

score.

things could be so much easier

without the ex girlfriend interfering

i can pure understand why she's still upset

but i proper wish she'd leave us alone.

like she commented me on myspace all like "seriously what the hell?"

so obviously i'm like, seriously, what's your problem.

what have i actually done besides get involved with someone i like?

big fucking deal.

i wish she'd get over herself and stop hanging onto her

the bint.

RUN DOWN

well, since tuesday.

i stayed at ant's, then he came to mine and we monged out.

ive worked an AFD (thats all fucking day for you people who don't work stupid hours)

after work i went to fever in a very very foul mood.

walked home at 4.30am in an even fouler mood.

then friday. oh well.

last night, i literally had no iris left in my eyes my pupils were that wide.

i was a pure mess.

i went to bed about dinner time and woke up at 3.30.

bad idea to sleep. made things 395249382302 times worse.

came home to chop & mash. threw that bad boy back up.

meh. and now ive gotta be in work in an hour in a right state.

before we went out last night, we took a trek to silcocks fair

& me, drunk as hell thought it would be a great idea to take pictures on the waltzer.

this was the result.

sexy or what?

tudor food

i am putting on so much weight from eating all-day breakfasts

eating there so much

i just go to the bar & they know exactly what i want.

how sad is that? :) ahha.

i'm sure i'll get over it.

anyhoo, i am getting back to bettie page & packing my bag

staying at anthony's tonight ;)

rofl go team.

lets start over.

well, after a few months of not being on here whatsoever

and reading old depressing posts, i decided to start over.

go team! :)

i suppose this is the formal bit where i tell you what happened over the weekend

i got smashed, absolutely wired :) ahhaa. as usual.

ended up straddling a best friend

the result was me, on the floor with my legs up in the air. classy bird me.

needless to say i spent the rest of the weekend recovering. alot.

i was awake for 40 hours, i was a fucking mess on sunday! meh!

go me! lol

went to the pub tonight with anthonybean :)

then he walked me home like usual, and we sat outside my house for ages just laughing at each other

i dont actually think ive been this happy in ages.