roll on the good life

2010 will consist of:

- losing weight (alof of)

- finishing my list

- getting a boyfriend

- moving house

- sorting out my life

- and getting a proper job

- and possibly going to uni

i cant wait for this utterly shit year to be over once and for all

and i finally get things back on track

just me and my nat and my bizzle and my antz

all happy again :) i cant wait

roll on.. roll up

so theres this guy yeah?

i thought it would take me forever

but after a very long talk with clare & my bizzle

ive come to such good realisations.

i love him but im not in love with him

i need him around but i dont need him

and he's my best friend no matter what

im glad :) im happy knowing im not living in pathetic hope
but i met this guy

hes 23, he can play the piano and the trumpet

hes got a degree in biochemistry

he collects japanese toys and reads comics

he has 45mm tunnels and a split tongue

5 facial piercings and some ink

he's 5"10 and plays yugioh

his name?

andrew wilson

and im falling for him

he holds my hand and gives me butterflies

jagermeister & nipple tassels

well. between drinking the whole bottle of jager at my nans

balancing a trifle/gateux

parading round in nipple tassels

falling asleep

antz wearing my bra :/ and bizzle filming it

passing out on the couch

waking up to a filthy conversation at stupid times this morning

breaking my hips

drunkenly walking to my mums with clare to get antz a taxi

slipping and sliding down the streets in my dressing gown :/

drinking vodka & vimto with clare

putting a vibrator on my nose

and waking up in absoloute agony

and a cracking hangover..

and now im going to go home

have a shower and do it all again

gloomy bear & army girl are taking on the world

mad friday continued..

i found these on lora's facebook from mad friday

how fucking wasted was i?

i dont even remember these being taken..

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bekibekibeki

:) i had an amazing christmas eve

my nataliebean came round for pre-amaretto drinkage :D

which was proceded by drinking a bottle of pina colada on the way into town

which was followed by pernod in boulevard

followed by lots of cider and jagerbombs in maximes

between kissing every fucker i can find

chasing andrew all night (he is one sexy sexy boy) (oh, and i need him.. phwoar)

and kissing adam.. =/ odd times

it was fucking amazing. i got hammered and got a lift home at 4.30 this morning

good times.

until i got woke up by the dog licking my face :/ bad times..

i got loads of new stuff :)

and a dressing gown with my name on it. fun (L)

im still full from my christmas dinner and lemon & lime cheesecake :D

im currently sat at my nans with a bottle of jager and some redbull

im going to drink myself into oblivion

and i fucking love it.

then, the peeps are coming round later for a partayyyy and we is gonna get messy

and open presents and play on spacehoppers :D

oh im fucking excited!

come on now sugar..

bring it on bring it on yeahhh

just remember me when youre good to go

i fucking wish i was veronica mars

shes amazing much..

monster stomp

i need either pair of these shoes for christmas

i love iron fist :D

woooowww christmas dude!

ahhhaaa :) finally! a drunken picture of us

even though, once again you cannot see his face!

i will get one.. one day! :P ahhaaa.

i do not remember a single thing from mad friday

i dont even remember this picture being taken until last night!

i was a big dirty, drunken, wobbly mess!

between kissing random guys, falling over and spending £50

i still dont remember a single thing

except for mad friday my nights have been spent under a duvet

eating indian and getting absolutely wasted

poor anthony.. having his alcoholic, druggie friends

how must he cope? :/ i fucking wonder..

by joining in and enjoying himself maybe? :) mwhaha!!

i went to the skin graffiti christmas 'do with antz and jason

ended up bloody areholed and carrying each other home

the friggin idiot left his phone & everything in his jacket when he gave it to bing

his nice gesture ended in shit! lol poor thing worrying his arse off..

sooo :)

all i need to do is finishing buying my pressies then i need to wrap them

and get the flat ready for christmas night

and buy my christmas beer :)

ohhhh.

walking home from his this morning in the snow & a hot chocolate

it was lush

i masturbate when im bored

i love joining stupid groups on facebook :)

it amuses me somewhat.

well. the doctor has uped my doseage of citalopram from 20mg to 30mg

im like a spesh.. im sick of it!

:( mehhhh bad times.

well, once again, ive got loads to say and loads of pictures to upload.

but once again im not on my own laptop lol.

i had my smiley pierced. which looks like this :/

yummeh..

rofl. its not got a horseshoe in it. but its fucking annoying

and hurts like hell

&& i finally got my snakebites finished off.. thank fuck

my face is even for once :D

i actually havent got much more to say that isnt obvious

between drinking my face off, working, being cold and sleeping

i havent dont much else.

im skint and i practically need to buy all my christmas presents still

and my money from my ann summers order comes out tomorrow..

but i have an ann summers party booked on my birthday :) hurrah

and a tattoo appointment on tuesday to finallllyyyyy get my octopus finished off

i hope to have my full half sleeve finished by my birthday :D

i need cuggles.

its gonna be weird being on my own...

3 weeks

christ. ive been having withdrawl symptoms from blogging!

ahhaa :)

been so ill/hungover/cleaning/tired/drinking/working

i havent had time to come to my mums and update.

well. its literally consisted of;

drinking; fucking; sleeping; eating; vodka; coke; up's; vimto; friends; tv; top gear; cleaning; dogs; working; crying; being mega fucked; shopping; signing on; handing over; arguing; drugs; comedowns; nailvarnish; cider; cuggles; hairdye; bleach; macdonalds; bad bad threesome; wii fit; monging; hungry fox; new bed; walking in the rain; new undies; bingo; tea time

and far far farrrrr too many things to mention.

its been a pretty normal 3 weeks, well normal to my standards.

havent seen antz, bizzle or nat as much as i would have liked

nats been working and with dickhead and even though i live with her

i havent seen bizzle as much :(

and i see antz, then he disapears for 3 days lol. typical bloke!

i hate xmas shopping :(

ive spent so much already and ive got nowhere near ending my shopping list!

and its my mums birthday on monday!

mehhhh bleughhh

fuck it. i need a boy..