so theres this guy yeah?

i thought it would take me forever

but after a very long talk with clare & my bizzle

ive come to such good realisations.

i love him but im not in love with him

i need him around but i dont need him

and he's my best friend no matter what

im glad :) im happy knowing im not living in pathetic hope
but i met this guy

hes 23, he can play the piano and the trumpet

hes got a degree in biochemistry

he collects japanese toys and reads comics

he has 45mm tunnels and a split tongue

5 facial piercings and some ink

he's 5"10 and plays yugioh

his name?

andrew wilson

and im falling for him

he holds my hand and gives me butterflies