scene cake.

so, a run down of my lovely afd.

14 hours of pouring pints and working my ass off

i asked amanda to move in with me.

she said yes, so thats awesome :)

then later on, nat & caz came in

and nats moving in to :)

so yeahhhh. we're gonna get a pole

& amanda's gonna teach me how to pole dance rofl

so, between drinking merrydown and getting drunk

and squeaking and dancing with amanda alot

it was a nice shift.

i was knackered by the end of it

i think you know youre nice to work with

when another member of staff (amanda)

wants to swop the shift permanantly with caz

because she prefers to work with me :) rofl.

i feel so nice and priviledged.

the plan today was to go to manchester

but i feel ill as fuck and i need some sleep

and nats not feeling to sparkling

so we're gonna recouperate and meet in the pub later for lunch :)

as per.

but yeah. i stayed at antz's last night

i fell asleep as soon as i got in practically.

then tossed and turned alot of the night

he was shattered to, and when hes like that he takes up all the room

half asleep

all i feel is this arm wrap around me and say "natalie, come here"

im not fucking natalie. im beki

natalie is youre ex love.

needless to say i got on the couch.

im not angry, it was a dream.. im just pretty upset.

so now ive blogged and got it all out of my system

im going to sleep

before i go to the pub.

definately messy tonight. i need AND deserve it..