paniced!

i think. between sniffing at home

coming up. drinking 6 double malibu and cokes in 25 minutes.

drinking a bottle of wine in officers. dancing like a cunt in officers.

going to dont panic. buting more sniff. coming wayyyyy up.

dancing like a mong. going home to sort my sat out.

making my mum cry. getting a hug of my stepdad.

telling my mum horrible things about me she didnt need to know.

going back to dont panic to give some girl a hoodey. crying on everyone.

getting a taxi back home to talk to my stepdad. crying on my stepdad.

and going to bed and waking up feeling like shit. checking my phone for embarassing texts.

finding that ive sent embarassing texts. cringing. coming downstairs to drink my weight in redbull.

and now. i feel like shit. :)

good times. always a good sign.

except that im 20.. and grounded from going out and drinking for 2 weeks :)

ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

fucked.