a crappy week.

its now officially wednesday

and im sat on the couch at my mothers doing this

antz stayed over last night again. and left at 12.

i wish he'd stop just bugaring off in the morning to go do nothing

he said he was going to manchester to meet james to watch ice age 3d

which was a lie when i saw natalies twitter, he was going with her

shes the sort of sad cow who'll wait about for him when hes 3 hours late

well, mikes having his birthday party in the flat tonight

while im at work. so this is shit.

i pure cba going to work tonight, im far too tired

and the fact that ive gotta be in at 1.30pm tomorrow aswell

to do until 3 in the morning..

meh, i just cant be arsed

its been such an odd past 2 days, ive woke up to ant, hes gone off doing something

ive met him later on at like 9.30, hes come to mine

stayed over, slept, then fucked off in the morning

no point in staying over. not like weve actually dont anything productive

except on sunday night/8am monday morning ;)

that was very VERY productive ;) ahhaaaaa. love it!

i just wish he'd fuck her off and stop fucking me about.

or at least stop lieing to me. one or the other. because its pretty shit tbh.

i dont wanna loose him, but i dont wanna be fucked about

wtf do i do? :( hes breaking my heart..