cockup.

well, i didnt dye my hair

or get my shoes re-heeled.

i just bought new ones. that were dead sexy

and i made it all night in them

everyone went to fever afterwards

i just went home to wait for everyone & mong out on the couch

about 6.45 everyone came home

except antz.

why?

because nat found him kissing another girl and wouldn't let him come back

i spent ages to him on the phone

cried myself to sleep

got a bollocking of billy for 'lying' about something i said to nat

it was a good night until i didn't go to fever

i feel partially responsible.

meh.

and i've gotta get ready and go to work. 

i feel so fucking awful :(

i just wanna curl up and die